In March, when everybody is busy with starting a new term, I had decided to take a semester off and I was forced to visit the Tree Group by my friend. 

At that time, I trembled every night, because I was scared that I was going to harm myself.  

I was only filled with anger towards people who had harmed me.  

So, I spent every single day with pain and darkness.  

But now, I can write about those times with peace in mind as I have taken a step forward, away from the pain. Staring at the snow outside my window, I feel peaceful as usual.